Truthfully, I would like to be alone forever. But then again, the company of a lover with me all the time sounds so bitter sweet... I don't know. I feel like I don't know anything about myself anymore.
As if I ever did.
Friday, August 12
When I graduate from my senior class, I want to be myself from there on out. I want to constantly revamp everything. For instance, right now, I want to paint my room pink. I know my dad wouldn't let me, because it's too "expensive", but that's what I want right now. Pink is my favorite color. My room's currently a piss green (if you can picture that) and my bed comforter is the exact same color. I guess this is all flooding out of me because I've just finished watching Scott Pilgrim vs. The World. You know... how Ramona Flowers is always changing her hair color? I envy that. So much. My dream is to live in a small vintage house with a garden and a room for all my cats *.* and a very nice stove and oven set, so I can cook my marvelous pasta dish for everyone I care about! I just want to live alone and happily until I get sick of it. I don't want to tell my beau that though, because I can imagine him not getting offended of me saying that.
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